myliifestyle

I'm married to the music for better or for worse. You say that I am privileged but my gift is my curse. I can't recall the last time someone asking how I was last I checked I was a f*cking wreck I called for help and no one showed up so I sit in the dirt. You keep me on the edge of my seat I bite my tongue so you don't hear me. I wanna hate every part of you in me. I can't hate the ones who made me. Just forget what you've learned. Just forget what you've heard. The truth should come first. I can't bear the sight of you anymore. You've become what I hate. Sold yourself for a bit of fames. Now the wolves have closed their doors. You wanna drag me down some more. F*ck you.

I can’t sleep, the pills they never helped. Tried counting sheep, still hurts like hell. I can’t believe this rose has lost its red and its petals. Waking up just brings me down. Cause every morning you are nowhere to be found and my bed is half empty not half full. I’d rather live with broken bones then lay here all on my own like a lovesick fool.

I've tried playing it cool, but when I'm looking at you. I can’t ever be brave. 'Cause you make my heart race. Shot me out of the sky, you're my kryptonite. You keep making me weak, yeah, frozen and can't breathe. Something’s gotta give now, 'cause I’m dying just to make you see. That I need you here with me now, 'cause you've got that one thing.

- one direction

"I will write to tell you what's going on. But you won't miss nothing but the same old song. If you don't mind catching up. I'll spend the day telling you stories about a land far away. But I know you're going somewhere to make a better life. I hope that you find it on the first try and even though it kills me that you have to go. I know it'll be sadder. If you never hit the road. So farewell. Somebody is gonna miss you. Somebody is gonna wish that you were here. That somebody is me."

-rihanna

"It all seems so close to me but yet so far away. I should let it out to save what's left of me and close the doors of doubt and revive my dignity."

"I wanna run, I want to hide. I wanna tear down the walls that hold me inside. I wanna reach out and touch the flame. Where the streets have no name."

"Whenever you miss someone look at the sky. Although you might not see the person there. But feel happy that you two are under the same sky."